tf was playing a big show. it must have been near my house. it had the same feeling as the festivals we played in england, it was a big busy outdoor show.
we finished playing and i walked through the crowd to my home.
just after i got home someone came to get me because the band had decided to play another song for an encore. it was so long since the show had ended i thought it was silly to go all the way back. at first i rushed around, but then as the time got longer and longer, i stopped rushing. it was such a ridiculous time to come back and play one more song anyway, a few more mintues wouldn't make it any more ridiculous.
so i sat on the step to slowly tie my shoes. my laces were great big squares of fabric, and very hard to tie.
he sat on the step behind me. when i was almost finished, i could feel him touching my neck gently and playing with my hair. he said something like "can you believe i'm doing this?" and i (still tying my shoe) said "imagine that". i wished i knew how to be less awkward about it, because i was so happy on the inside.
i wondered how i could manage to kiss him, with the awkward way we were sitting, and i wondered if we would hold hands on the way back to the show.

i was walking through this little deserted town with like 4 other girls. we were looking for a washroom in the college and they were all full, so i brought them up this set of stairs, and here we were in a deserted town. this was what we were looking for, though, because the town was almost all washrooms. some of them didn't have doors though, or had several toilets in each one. i kept saying to the girls "this is just like a DREAM i always have! i can't believe how much this is like my dreams! they are recurring dreams and they look just like this!"